동영배's - Imperfection. I don't really want to stay in this world. I spend my time on facebook and youtube. I'm back to twitter, follow me on @Irisybt! :D I express all my feelings and life in my small little space here. You know my name, not my story so stop assuming that you know me.
I'm a part time Dancer, Tumblr-er, Photographer, Youtuber and a Full Time Student!!
HIHIHIHIIHIHIHIHIHIHIHIIHIHIHIHIIHIH!!! VIPS, TONIGHT MV IS OUT.
Actually alot of people guessing that this is not the real mv. But who cares, if there is our babies face in it. I don't mind!! Heee. I watch the live show for this. Shaun's dance is still as awesome as ever man!!!!! His damn is very groove. MOVEMENT LIFESTYLE & YG ENTERTAINMENT, YOU ROCKS TO THE MAXIMUM. Opps, my babies too. Heee. :D They are so cute, and their live performance is great except for the fact that gd smash his guitar after that. & Qui typed on twitter, So is Big Bang going to buy a guitar for every stage performance? ahahaha. Like totally agree man, then i think the guitar shop can earn a little money from YG. Heee. Every live performance smash one guitar. But anyway, their performance is still as awesome as ever. Heeee.
Daddy just bought a tripod stand for me, thanks daddy. You're the best. I'm like at there bugging me to buy a sony nex5 for me. Damn!!!! Really got tempted to buy that cam. I've no idea why. Thanks to Daddy going into that shop. Heee. Lens and flash light come to mummy asap. Heeee. Spend quite a sum of money on cam cam and i haven't even touch on the photography intro. Going to chiong it tomorrow morning. Heeee. Lazy lazy me even though i've alot of rest this few days. School tomorrow. Should i bring cam cam? o.o Don't want, lazy. Heeeee. Going to sleep soon. Nightynights readers, <3!
Somehow my fav barh. Kay, i swear those babies so cute can!!! When you watch the video, Taeyang do a coke commercial. His so cute luh walao. G-dragon at the back playing w/ the disc. All damn cute i know. Heeeeeee. :p But nao i also watching Shinee de. Minho damn cute, hee. Taemin also, actually i'm watching the same video. Is still so cute luh, *melts* Any videos recommend to watch? Everyday i'm watching dance videos you know. Heeee. Learning wedding dress and where you at de legs step. ^^
I PON SCHOOL TODAY!! WAHAHAHHA. Kay, crap. x.x My stomach feeling very unwell this morning so mummy ask me not to go school. Slept till 10am plus. Kay, i'm bored. Actually i rather go school and slack but thinking about those undone homeworks, i lazy go school le. Heee. I've nothing to do nao leh!!!!!!!!! I know everybody will be asking me to do work but hor lazy. Heeee
So what should i post. Why nobody formspring me. ): Cause i need some suggestion to post and also motivation to post leh!!!!!!!!! ): Anything to motivate me? All the oweing post i posted all le, nao have nothing to post already and i everyday stay at home also have nothing to do. Tuesday k-session at my house w/ cousins!!! Yeah, looking forward man but i scare that i have sct leh then will be very late then end. Hopefully not loh. ): I want sing grenade. Heee. Totally addicted to this song i swear. Hee. & just a dream.
This song is awesome. When i posted on youtube, alot of people like it. Duh, obviously man. Really love this song, is better than the original want. Hold it against me by Britney Spears also nice. & why Justin Bieber is famous?! x.x Shouldn't he be famous already and the girl is awesome eh. I love her vocals. Very nice eh, hee.
28th, just gone like that all thanks to me.
Blame it on me, i'm the one who made the decision.
How i wish you are mine now and forever, baby. I miss you alot.
Happy 7th month baby, i love you as always. I hope you have the same feling as me. ):
Bye baby, may you find a girl that is better than me.
Epic, i got from tumblr but i know it don't exist. Dream on man, if have this perfect boyfriend. Girls won't get heart brokened continuously for don't know how many times. HAHAHHAA. Woke up damn early today. x.x Everybody sleeping early and waking up early, good thing ornot? Kay, i'm speaking to myself. Nobody listening just reading heeeeeeee. Watching a chinese movie on youtube nao. Heee. I've nothing to do early in the morning then thanks to one song, i feel like watching a movie. ^^
Yeah, this show is nice. Ocean heaven, ^^ Is a super touching show, not so funny but touching. Dafu is super cute, but actually his dumb. Disabled person, can't express himself like how normal people did. His mum left him and only he and his dad. Just go watch the show, is very nice you know?! Actually the main reason i watch this show because the theme song of the show is Jaychou's song so i watch it if not i also don't know have this show. Ohya!! DAFU IS REALLY A DAMN GOOD SWIMMER!! How i wish i can swim like him. ): I still want to be a scuba diver okay?!!!! Hee. <3!
Yeah!! I want this 5 be my oppa, heeeeee. But i want Taeyang to be my boyfriend leh, hee. :$
I want this 4 to be my noona, heeeee. One day hopefully, hee.
I will skip day 18 as no idol can be my younger siblings, all older than me leh. ): Know why i post so many post today? Cause i'm bored today, nothing to do so i just post loh. Spamming of post i know. Hee. I want eat pepper lunch, kfc nao!!!!!! ): I also want go nex leh i've no idea why also. x.x
I luv the sentence that is bold. Screw youtube that don't let me see the video. What entertainment don't let de. Sian ttm. x.x Back to the days want, if not don't know do until when then finish. Hee. Bored saturday i've and i can't believe i'm slacking the whole day.
Brokedown alot of times this few days, really very weak nao and everything is just clashing down on me. ): I don't even have the strength to sit up straight on a chair. Pathetic enough. I wish i've a normal life. This life is not even normal, is complicated. I just want the person i loved to be beside me. Izit so difficult? ): Blog readers dropped. Why? Cause i didn't update? I'm in this kind of situation still ask me update. I hope i can transfer school even though i know that running away is not a solution. ):
Tired ttm nao, my lips are very dry nao. The skin keep on peeling out. Nobody even cares, hahaha. Pooh is just in front of me and see-ing me post, heee. Cute apple. <3! Jk hits nao and not much interesting songs this few days. Nao keep on replying beautiful girls. Song quite nice leh. Actually is about SNSD luh, nothing much though. I'm so bored, any ideas what can i post? Formspring me okay? I don't have any motivation to post unless you want me to post craps. Ohya!! Yesterday watch parody of Shinee. Post some videos up.
Taemin and Minho so cute in this video!!! Heee.
Damn cute ttm and i keep on laughing yesterday. Really very cute sia omg!!
Didn't go to school today. Long weekend for me!! Hee. Actually if tomorrow is weekday i also don't need go school but too bad is weekend. ): So Monday school again. Going to do the intro w/ Wendy soon. I fell asleep yesterday cause too tired and very sick. Sorry aiai, ): WCP next sunday okay? Hee. Won't bomb you liao. See you in school on monday. Miss You, <3!
Today woke up very early and mummy thought i forge my sickness. HAHAH. Cause i still can jump, laugh and do anything normally. She was like, you really sick uh. Heee. But very weak luh so lazy to get up and head to school. Since i've mc why not make it useful and just stay at home spam videos. Heee. Me and miss chua convo on fb. Damn funny!!! Go view. Got eye no eyeball, got eyeball not connected to brain. HAHAHHAA. :D
Tonight teaser, ;D
Full song, <3!
Welcome back babies, <3! Grown all matured, and i luv the interview of you all. Do support them. Actually is after 2years 3months. But who cares? As long as you all are back i'm happy already. Heeee. ^^ Nao waiting for the disc to come. So looking forward to it you know ornot?!?! I wish the mv quickly comes out so i can see all my handsome babies. <3!
Hi baby, just 3more days.
Wondering if youe heart to me have change already.
But still takecare, i still love you as much as last time.
No matter how many guys i went out w/, i still love you and is only you. <3!
Hi monkey, i miss you. Don't know when can i see you again. ): Such a cutiepie, heee. Maybe not going to see you forever le barh, haha. Don't know. Hee, luv you. ^^
Today i'm in a very irritated mood, and guess what? I've moodswing today. Seriously. I will get very irritated by some small things. I've no idea why, really. Very tired of everything. Can march holiday come asap? Need a very good rest. When i talk about the past, tears will flow down. I really can't control myself. ): Everyday i'm breaking down. Sometimes i peek on your profile only and see how life is great for you. Happy for you, haha. Continue this life, knew that you're much better w/o me. Should find a new girl soon, maybe you can last w/ her heeeeeee. ^^ I'm going to stop nao.
I flunk my physics and chem test. Y'know why? I've damn loads of careless mistakes in it especially physics. Actually i haven't got back my Chem paper but is so predictable that i will flunk. Hee. It means i need to work double hard for mye. Yeah, mye i miss it alot. 2010. ): Math i just pass and i lost 7-9 marks on that paper. I pass is border line. I'm also going to totally flunk my geog. After march holiday, i'm going to study study and continue study. Call me a nerd cause in future i will be your boss. HAHAHA. Learn from Mdm sim. :p I need to do d&t homework and study for the test that is on Friday. Pathetic life. Looking forward to the class tee, kindda. I'm going to blog about my condo nao, heee.
HI NEW HOUSE IN 4 YEARS TIME!! *WAVE HAND* You know what i like about the condo is that there is only 5stories high, don't you think is okay. No high stories and you can feel the natural wind. ^^ We bought the first story and uncle bought the second stories. Ofcourse we're in the same block. Maybe i can put a ladder at the balcony so i can climb up and down everyday when i've nothing to do. Beside the condo, have a sembawang shopping center. Nearby us have north point. & around us is parks and reservoir!!!! ^^ Want to see where we live? Heeee. Actually is a quiet place. ^^
I stay at blk 53 and first floor. Can find it? Is so nice right?! So what is at the side, is better right? Hee. I'm so looking forward even though we have to wait for 4more years. Or maybe 5. Well, it's okay. Good stuffs is worth to wait. Going to stop posting about this already. I know is very nice, don't jealous okay? :$ Heee.
Didi was so cute just nao, i was telling him.
Me: Didi, i miss whisky leh!!
Didi: Relax, next time you and him come to my house luh.
Me: Seriously, are you in your dreams nao. HAHAHHA.
I think you won't get it but when he is talking to me, he is in a middle of duel master game. Shorter form said that is i pestered him, so when e-math sct started. Went to n3 class and chat w/ didi, zongyi and dickson. Keep on suan dickson only cause he don't want give me back Didi's iphone. :@ 3.30pm went out and go to csc. Is like pouring and my whole shoe is wet. Playing bowling and just slack. HAHAHAHA. Westmall awhile then took bus home. So tiring, going to sleep early and guess what? Today i slept for 8hours!!!! :D
Such a beautiful night.
Tomorrow is bigbang comeback. Tomorrow also have class photo taking. Crap man, ): Screwed face here i come and i'm prepared to stand in the center again!! ): Long post leh, i suddenly love posting alot, maybe the new blog makes me want to blog more. Hee. Looking forward to Europe trip. ^^
So what i talk to other guys? But i dont talk to them like the way i talk to you. Sure, those other guys can make me smile, but not make me smile as much as you do. Sure, they can make me laugh but not make me laugh the way you do. Yeah, There is a lot of other guys out there, but listen, none of them can compare to you. My eyes and heart are set on you and only you, baby.
Studying for geog nao, totally no confidence on this paper. Hopefully geog don't have essay question. ): Getting very stress up lately. But finish common test already so still okay. Tomorrow class photo taking and BIGBANG COMEBACK!!!! HAHAHAHAHA Babies all so handsome, hee. Daesung new hairstyle is nice. ^^ Taeyang is always the same but it is okay de. :D
Yeah, i miss those times. Haahhaa, kay don't type liao. Damn addicted to my blogsongs that i've been replaying all morning today. I know i promise to blog about my condo today but later luh, nao only short post. Hee. Well, kindda short barh. Going to tumblr and find nice photos and quotes. But i think tomorrow i'm going to blog about my babies. Heeee. <3!
I want you to be mine, all mine. Nobody else’s. Why don’t you get it? I don’t want to share you. I get jealous easily, I want you all to myself. I hide my true feelings so I don’t seem so selfish. But I don’t care anymore, I just don’t want any of your attention on anyone else, just me. You belong to me, and nobody else. I hate it when someone else touches you, catches your eye, or even says your name. I just want all your attention on me. You’re mine.. Please understand that I just can’t think of ever losing you.
I just need a very warm hug to feel i'm safe from my loved ones. ):
Editted my whole blog, luv it ttm. Plain plain de makes me want to blog more. Songs are all new and is very nice. Inspired from some blogs to change to this template and skin. Is very nice don't you think so? Hee. Maybe a 2 paragraph post? Really have nothing to post. I think you all will get tired of reading about my school life right? So i'm trying to control from typing too much crap. 2 more days till Babies' big day. ^^
I did say that i've common test right? Yup, it dosen't went well. Chem is total screwed but Physics is good. I've no idea why man seriously. Chem is give those chim-nanology questions de loh. Thanks to MissChua. Still have crossword puzzle somemore. Don't know whether will pass anot. Physics i do those workings till very nice leh. HAHAHA. Chinese is total screwed. x.x I scared i fail my paper. Tomorrow last paper and k afterwards. Actually is see people dance luh. Go there extra only. Heeee. School is alright and i paid full attention in Chinese. Whoops, improvement. Until MYE i'm going to pay lots of attention in class. After June holiday is until EYE. I want to be a smart girl so Mummy and Daddy can send me to Los Angelas but before that, going to go in some dance classes. ^^
One of my blog songs, is very nice. Keep on replaying. So in love w/ my blog songs. Sorry my songs can't pause, heee. Too bad right. Blog readers please comeback. ): Idw decreasing number. I'm going to post about my new condo tomorrow. Actually is 4more years. Still long but i'm like so excited already. Gym, swimming and guess what there is a teppanyaki pavilion!! Kay, idk what for but don't you think is very special. Cause i only know condo have bbq. Hee. Suakugurl96. Heee.
I made payment for the Bigbang 4th mini album, so excited for the album to come really ^^ I also want the poster. I think kor also very excited luh. Hee. Going to revise Humanities sub. Geog and SS. Essay question here i come. ): 20minutes for each sub and i'm off to sleep. I mean for the test ofcourse.
Yesterday read one very interesting question form my formspring. He/She said that i'm not a good V.I.P Cause i didn't blog about them. Didn't i? Really? HAHAHAHHA. Here to answer your question even though i answered already but i'm afraid that you won't be so clear.
If i'm not a good VIP, on all the 30days post of K-pop, i won't post about them everyday. Asking why i didn't continue post the post, i've no time to do cause i've life to post. & if i'm not a good VIP, i already have said bad things about G-dragon, T.O.P, Daesung and Seungri except for Taeyang. Taeyang is my bias ofcourse i will post about him often than others right? People have their own bias. I guess you also have one. If you don't have one, maybe you treat them equally. If i don't like Taeyang, i wouldn't have knew Bigbang for so many years. I still see their updates and their facts. I followed them on twitter. & you say i'm not a good VIP. You don't know me, so don't anyhow say what i didn't do. Ohya, i ordered their new album already fyi!! I like dance people ofcourse i will luv Taeyang in Bigbang. Common sense right? x.x
Does this satisfy your question?
Really, if you don't know me just don't say a word. Chemistry, Physics and Chinese test later, i'm not ready you know cause i'm here watching Shaun's dance. Damn nice, i'm looking forward to the 4th mini album cause there is Shaun's choreo. Heeeee. Going to make payment later using my card, i tell Daddy that is Yixin making not me. Sorry Daddy need to lie to you cause i really need to make. Hee. Thanks for the new condo Daddy, i luv you. <3! Off to study chem.
Ohya, my Baby T.O.P bought a $3 million USD villa. Is like effing rich luh him, hee. But nevermind, he is very successful nao so he will ear big money. Alot of newlywed peoples is also his neighbours. Next time i should go that location and stalk T.O.P and hopefully i could see him. Heee.
Brother going to Europe study so that concludes Mummy china trip is cancelled and i'm going europe this december. Ohyeah!!!!!!! Going to bug Daddy to let me go Los Angelas further my dancing. Hee. Shaun cam Singapore and i miss it man. ): Going to stop posting nao, and study chem. But more importantly is physics luh. Hee.
I hope you will jio her asap since people already conclude that you all are couple.
Hahahah, if is. Last long and i think she will cherish you well.
I'm going to fuck off from your life nao. Iluvyou. ):
How i wish you could send me home one last time. ):
Those quotes is nice i swear. Heee. Nao watching The suite life on deck. Damn effing funny seriously!! I hack into people's account. Hee, kay shuddup. Going to post cny post again. Nice man cause this post going to have my sisters and brothers, heee. Going to spam alot of pix for this post eh, hee. School ended at 2pm. Hee. Kay, get on w/ the post. x.x
4th Febraury2011
Slack almost half of the morning and afternoon w/ cousins till 4pm plus from morning. Are we awesome and we just spend time on television and computer eh. Seriously damn sian that day and i just the second day of CNY only. So nearing 5pm or 6pm already, went out to Sanshu's friend place. Chatted for one hour plus and went to have dinner nearby. So aftermath, Brother drive me to Wenbin's place. ^^ Finally met up w/ Brothers and Sweetheart. Spammed pix, so i let the pix do the talking. Guess what, i luv the lighting in Wenbin's place. ^^
Told you that i will spam photos. Heeee. So slack till 10pm plus then send Gigi to cab. Went to Yilong's place. Aftermath, Daddy came to fetch me. Reach home around 11pm plus. Tired that time you know. Slept at 1am plus i think. I forgotten le leh. I nao also very tired to think.
Who have posb uh?! Can help me make payment then i pay you back? Really need to make if not can't get item by next week. & my kor's birthday present you know. I bought Bigbang 4th mini album for him. Kay, i'm so sweet i know. Heee. Plus poster and family card. I'm going to paste the poster in my room. Awww, my babies. :P Bye math and english common test. Science, i'm not even ready for your test. Should revise tomorrow morning. ^^ Going to spam Shaun's dance. Bye!!! Hee
I slept half of my afternoon away, i'm damn exhausted man. When i woke up, i was like sweating man idk why. I've my aircon on-ed fyi. Today i'm just plainly spamming Taeyang's videos and his real sound. Superb man. Heeee. I'm looking forward to their 4th mini album that is coming out soon. Actually not soon is just FRIGGING 4 MORE DAYS ONLY!!! Tonight the dance is choreo by Shaun Evaristo!!!! Gonna be superb and who going to be kind hearter-ed enough to buy me the 4th mini album. Is on preorder nao, heee.
YEAH!! OH SO EXCITED!! AFTER 2YEARS OF 8MONTHS ON THEIR SINGLE ALBUM AND INTERNATIONAL ALBUM, THEY FINALLY COME BACK TO KOREA AND RELEASE THEIR OWN ALBUM. HEEEE.
I think all VIP is as excited as me hor? Heee. Oh so luv my babies of mine man, <3! Especially Taeyang, dance so well and his figure is like sexy man don't you think so? Hee. I hope Taeyang will release his new album and all his dance is he choreo. Hee.
I haven't revise for my common test for tomorrow. Holy hell, nevermind i should be able to cope. Hee. Going to pay 100% attention in math class tomorrow. English too. ^^ Going to see my new house later at sembawang, i did mention about it right but don't know whether buying anot. ): Hopefully should be buying. Hee. Cause if anything happen to me in Jurong, i can flee to Sembawang. HAHAHHAHHAA. Got plan liao, heee.
I'm still so great to dedicate a post to my B. He don't even text me nao okay, as heartless as Brother. Shuddup shouldn't have mention them. Heee. Finally CNY post nao, heee. I'm still watching the show that i posted last sunday. Hee. Very nice and exciting okay. Can watch until very agitated man you know? Heeee. ^^ Continue w/ the post.
3rd Febraury2011
Woke up early in the morning and prepare. 11am plus went to Waipo's place and bainian. HAHAHHA. Mummy's side family is awesome and funny. Hee. Ong's family is still the same. Laugh the loudest and the floor we're in, the house most noisiest is we all loh. Too bad. Hee. So play some card games. Took pix. ^^
I luv the photos that we took in Waipo's place. Hee. All cousins so beautiful and handsome. Hee. I can't believe i type the handsome part. Well, only one cousin reads my blog so who cares. Heee. So they gambled, i good girl i don't gamble. Hee. So i just sat outside the house cause more air, hahahhaa. Inside is enclose so ............. get what i mean. Heee.
So aftermath, we went to stadium there and eat kfc.. That's the funny thing, last year we eat mac. This year we eat kfc. Then next year eat what? Mosburger? Subway? PizzaHut? HAHAHHAA. Looking forward for next year. Hee. So went over to Ergu's place w/ Sanshu's family. Over there play asshole daidi. Interesting eh actually. So rot there till 4.30pm like that then went back to my place. Slack at my place till i think quite late.
1st day of cny and i got alot of angbaos already!! Happygurl. I close down my twitter. I just stalk people. But i've five followers already but i only mention people, didn't twit eh. Heee.
Really everything dosen't seem as right as last time nao. I'm nao creating more trouble than more. Get what i mean when i didn't do anything? Getting more and more stress when Common Test is nearing. I want to go out w/ Aiai nao!!! Yes, nao cause i've alot of things to tell her. Posting nao for the CNY concert. Acsolute fun on that day. Spammed photos. Heee
2nd Febraury2011
That day school having celebration so didn't have lesson. All the way in hall watching performance. Me and Tingwei brought cam cam to school, heee. So have speech by the principal first i think. I forgotten le leh. I think this post i just spammed pix barh. Heh. I don't really have the mood to type. Just spammed barh or can just view those pix from fb. Hee. http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=89100&id=1646876456&l=471d6a89a5. My class won 3rd prize for cny deco, heee. Great isn't it? 3N2 hard work and 2 days staying back even though we have 2 weeks to work on it and nobody cares. HAHAHHA
See thrid prize, hee. Guess what? Inside are all titbits okay. Nomming session soon in class. So have alot of performance. All performing arts group, wushu and have competition. MrChun, MrReuben and MrThong is up on stage w/ bunny ears. HAHAHAHHA. Too bad i snap some pix. My lens isn't far enough to snap a clear pix. Haha. View it on fb barh, hahaha. LAzy to upload cause alot then don't know what to choose.
(Miss Seah, Miss Chua, Miss Ho and Miss Tay. Hee)
Miss Tay is my Sec 2 dean after Miss Ngiam left. I have contract w/ her leh. But i think cancel le luh i sec 3 le leh not under her liao. Heee. I brought jacker to there cause aircon all the way and jitao damn shiok sia. Bring brother's bag over also, hee. RiverIsland, i want to bring the outdoor want but ite he brought to school so too bad eh.
Can see how fun barh, heeee. Those pix is mixture of Tingwei's and my album eh. HAHAHA. If you want to see Tingwei's album, you need to add him first eh. http://www.facebook.com/album.php?id=100000258245083&aid=44498. So the cny celebration end already. 3N2 class went down to lao yusheng but me, i just take pix luh, heeeee. Soooooooo ..........................
Tada!! 29 students inside and 2 teachers. Thanks Miss Chua for preparing those items. Appreciated, heee. I TAKE DE LEH!! NICE RIGHT?! HAHAHAHA. I'm not inside ofcourse. Next time i buy tripod stand jiu good, all people inside. Soon okay, going to buy it le. Heee. So after that, Jiajun came and extra. Cause he want eat yusheng and we have alot of left over. Heeee.
Planning to bus home after that but ite when i'm going to reach my stop, i went to jp to shop for presents and see whether gdtop disc is out anot. Sadly no. ): So went to comic connection to buy Niki's birthday present. Not many cash that time so a simple want. Artbox to buy box and plastic bag. I luv the box alot, heee.
Box and plastic bag, hahaha. I'm so don't know. So mrt to cck to meet Her and Huizhen. Hahaha. Just to pass her present leh, i'm great. Hee. So walk awhile then off we go separate ways. I mrt home. Hee. I'm so exhausted when i reach home and i also forgotten what i did. So end of post here barh.
Idw to lose 2 more person at one go maybe more. I lose way too many people already. I didn't do anything and this comes back to me. Idk what's wrong w/ the world nao. 2011 sucks more than other years. I miss last year April, March and May. I miss hanging out w/ you and them. After june holidays, things change like effing much. How can? Then i thought everything is okay ite 2011 came and make it worse. I miss Science center. )': & alot more places.
