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I want to have a different ways of posting. I think mine is too normal. So tired. I'm tired everyday. Physically and Emotionally tired. I just want to have a normal life, is that so hard? Normal life, normal outing, normal boyfriend, normal day. Is that so difficult. I don't need anything special. I just want a peaceful day and life. Is that so difficult to accomplish? Forget it, nobody even cares. Really very tired. I wish everything could stop. Just a little while to let me chill down. Homeworks are flooding me and i don't even know where to start.
Quite true but this does not happen to me but still true.
I've a good family. A daddy that dotes me alot and my mummy that keep on giving me nagging but still alright. Use to it already. I have my BabyAiai who i can talk to. In school, i've Pretty to crap too, Kor to talk to about dance and bigbang, wonderful Didi that i can share practically anything w/ also have Niki and co to talk to in class and most importantly, my teachers who cares about me. Outside, i've sisters to rant too example Peien and Gigi also they give me good advices. Outside, i also have people to hang out w/, brothers and sisters.
I just need this peoples to fill up my life. Bits and pieces of it. Bolded ones.
Defination of true friends: Even if you all have quarreled, you will be good together in awhile. Give into each other no matter what. Forgive you no matter how wrong the mistakes you got. Talk craps and listen to anything you say even though is just stupid things. They won't let you do things alone. Will hang on w/ you no matter what happens. Sticks with you through the good times and the bad, A true friend will say what you might not want to hear, but a true friend we don't stay mad. Sticks with you through the good times and the bad, A true friend will say what you might not want to hear, but a true friend won't stay mad.
I don't even know why you say that this is bullshit. If you say it, i can predict that you don't have a true friend before. Idk what stories you've heard but i know the version you heard is all my fault. Wadever, don't even want to talk about it. Live on w/ your life.
For once, i thought this exist cause i once have a true friend. But nao, i got it all wrong. All along i'm wrong. Everything is wrong. Not going to talk about it more. For nao, we're just hi bye friends. Or not even hi bye friends. Everything changes. Everyone is united earlier but nao, i made just a decision, everything just fall apart. Isn't that stupid? Is as if is my fault. Is our problem when is you all in? Everything screwed when 4th January begins. I guess you don't remember this day.
So i need to stop all this and lead a normal life. Idw any problems to revolve around me. Going to start to be a goodgurl after march holiday. Let me enjoy myself for the holiday. Going to talk to Ai tomorrow staying back doing intro. Lazygurl96 lazy to print pix cause brother's computer load very slow. Hee. Geog common test, i predicted i will fail and yeah i predicted correctly. But i think i will pass my overall. Thanks to ss. Hee. My chinese drop until damn loads. x.x